For An Introverted Extrovert, Make A Difference For Once

 

You have always liked the safe zones, in the side lines; always watching, always observing. Every day, like clockwork, you see how the world changes from nine to five. Every day, just like clockwork, you feel the never ending need to be different, to belong, to be involved, to be an agent of positive change, to make a move, to stand out, be heard, and be noticed in a way that will make you feel valued. But every day, just like clockwork, you just kept your mouth shut, silence is your companion. You never let anyone in, your thoughts are impregnable.

This is what it means like to be an introverted extrovert. You try take over but you can’t seem to own it, to be in that moment and rule. You have always been like this way, always been the silent warrior. You have always played the game inside your head. You are afraid that your thoughts, when shared, will go unnoticed.